Day 1...actually Day 11

So today is the beginning of my third week here at work. Yeah, I like it and all, but I don't know if it is what I really my style. Yeah, that sounds incredibly stupid of me to say, because technically I am doing what I want to be doing, and it is a "great learning experience" as everyone has told me but still. I mean, I'm not making as much as I would really like to be making, I'm stuck in a suit all day (in an office with 3 people! why the hell do i need to be wearing a suit??), and there is no music playing. I like thrive on music playing, and its dead silent in here. That alone is killing me!

Whatever, I guess that I can't complain, since I finally have a job, after what seems like an eternal search that I have had since I moved to NYC over 3 years ago. I was telling T. (you'll get to know my friends eventually....you'll love them!) about a week or two before I got this job, that I was just soooo damn disappointed with New York. I hadn't had a really good/fulfilling/consistent job since I moved here. Yes, I was gainfully employed at the Parker Meridien for 14 months, but I HATED IT. 14 months of work, and I only had like 4 Saturdays and 3 Sundays off that entire time! I got paid great money, especially coming straight outta college, but the job was killing me. SOOOOO happy that I am not there anymore.

So now, here I am, working in Corporate America as a publicist for a worldwide company. No longer am I a front office agent, a barista, a waiter, a host, a whore (um....i wasn't a whore....really, i swear...), and host again. I gots me a job ladies! Exciting, I know!

So on a completely different note, I started dating/seeing this really great guy who we'll call "T.A.". Met online (I know, but whatever. If good Jewish girls meet their man on J-Date, its acceptable, but when a gay boy meets another gay boy online, its considered trashy. I love the way the world revolves...) Anyway, we've gone out on like 8 or 9 dates. Yes, 8 or 9 dates. Thats like 2 full long-term relationships in the lesbian world! He's a great guy, and his accent just SLAYS me. I told S. and T. that maybe because I haven't been in a relationship in about 52 years, I feel awkward dating him, because this is such a new feeling. But, I like him, so we'll see. I guess we'll just have to see how this all pans out, right?

Ugh. The problems I have, I swear!